*life goes on...*

and so, i've finally finished my surgery posting... havent been updating at all lately bcoz of the 'craziness' of surgery... not tht i studied much anyway once i got back in my rum.. hehe... nways, i guess everyone can start expecting a regular blog entry frm me frm now onwards coz the 'worst' is done n over with... am hoping the upcoming days will be much much better for me coz honestly speaking, i really do enjoy studying in Melaka minus the fact tht sum ppl juz manage to get on my nerves lately...

recapping the past 3wks which has passed without me writing any entry :

1) surgery was same thru out the postings except when i changed grps into Dr Praveen's grp and he decided to make me his target for answering questions and doing examinations on patient... not tht i'm complaining though, coz i'll have to admit, his way got me to learn a lot esp coz i was the only one at times checking on a patient with him... but i guess, nothing good lasts forever... sum spoilt brat decided tht i was 'stealing the show' and told me off when in fact whtever i did was never of my own choice... and to make matters worse, tht person didnt even wanna hear my point of view, and instead wanted me to change to suit his ways.. HELLO??!!! WHT THE HELL IS THERE TO BE CHANGED??? sum ppl juz dont get it tht everyone has their own way of learning, and if it meant tht the learning is frm a TEACHER WHO PICKED ME and not the rest, then so be it... i guess, tht person juz couldnt accept the fact tht the teacher chose me n not him... well, u knw wht? too bad for u coz to me, u've nvr seemed really bothered in the hospital while we're clerking cases and so, dont blame me when u're not the chosen one.... and oh yeah, juz a footnote, for the scolding tht i got frm u in front of the nurses n doctors in the hospital, and for the tears i actually shed bcoz of ur harshness, i'm repaying u back with my silence towards u for the rest of ur life... rest assured, u wont be hearing me talk to u directly at any particular time coz rite now, my defensive mode is on esp for u.... warui na tht u'll lose 1person who might hv juz made ur life easier if u had learned to be a lil more considerate... as the saying goes, life doesnt revolve around u only man!!!

2) onto a happier note, although it's a lil late....

OTANJYOUBI OMEDETOU TORA-CHAN!!

gomen ne i didnt get u any presents yet, nor did i give u the 'coupon' yet to redeem the present... hehe.. shall be getting u sumthg soon, yakusoku.. oh yeah, if u have any preferences, do tell me ne, shall try to get it for u.... hontouni sumimasen dechita for the delay....

3) oh yeah, another happy event tht i actually look forward to every week is the agama class... ustaz fahim is simply hilarious... his way of teaching agama seriously has managed to capture my attention.. i seem to have learned a lot of new thgs frm him while at the same time i'm reinforcing my old knowledge.. but then, sadly enuf to say, i also learned tht i shall have to say goodbye to all my plushies soon... oh well, wht has to be done, has to be done rite? org suma sanggup p berjihad ke jalan ALLAH, and if i cant even do this considerably small thg, then i really dont knw where i stand in this life as a muslim... i've long since took down my Pi wallpaper frm my rum and next up will be passing the bears, etc to kids who might play with it... kiddos, do take care of my pipi, pikame, brownies n all ne.... dont dismantle / dislocate them ne.... huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

4) going back to surgery, my 1st encounter with Prof M V Kumar, HOD for surgery wasnt as bad as i thought it would be... in fact, it was much better than i could've ever dreamt of coz he actually took my nametag to look for my name and then said : "Aishah... goood!! vry2 goooddd!!" hehe... yokatta ne... i thought he would've thrown me out of class bcoz there were sum Qs tht i couldnt answer despite me answering most of the other Qs.... well, i can only hope tht my upcoming sugery postings will be much better, eventhough the fact tht 2 of my fav surgery lecturer will be leaving m'sia for good is sumwhat making me sad... Dr Praveen, Dr Patil, thank u vry2 much for teaching me a lot of new thgs and making me feel good about myself... both of u are seriously wonderful teachers and it'll be a waste to MMMC, Melaka tht u'll both be leaving us soon.... huhu.....

soreja minna, this girl has to finish her case write up in the portfolio n logbook so tht it can be submitted tmrw mrning.... psychiatry posting begins tmrw, and i hope tht it'll be another good learning experience as i had with surgery.... jya.. matta ne....