*kimochi warui*

yappari... i'm still feeling sad since yesterday... for unknown reasons lak tuh... huhu... i really hope tht this feeling will go away soon, coz i dont even have the heart to study... i seem to get cranky at every single thg happening around me... yabbai!! ima, all i think is shud do is sit alone by myself so tht i dont bite someone's head off... demo ne, i really desperately need a hug too... *anyone willing to give me one?* huwaaa.... how can i be so contradicting? i'm confusing even myself... *_*

and so, with this mixed emotions, i decided to make some changes... inspired by the lengthy chat i had with my kakak sedara who told me not to dwell too much on whtever it is tht is in my mind and to look forward to other thgs in life, i decided to change my old blog to beta blogger.. wahaha.. kak biah, u surely can be a great counselor... u actually got me changing somethg today though it's nothing much... nways, changes are good deshou? they make us more fresh and relieves us frm the tiredness of the same routine everyday.. hmmm... maybe i shud go and change my blog template after this too... juz for fun... =p

btw, i went for psychiatry camp today at kaup *pronounced as kappu* here i am expecting a camp site where ppl frm the villages come to get their medications... and boy was i surprised to see tht there was a proper building with beds in it... though it was small, it was good enuf i guess to treat ppl frm far away villages who cant go to the city hospital and cant afford expensive medications... seeing everythg i saw today at tht out-reach hospital only made my ambition to join MERCY and help needy ppl stronger... though i knw for sure tht my dad will tell me to get married first after my studies, before doing those sorts of thgs bcoz he's worried tht no one will wanna marry his daughter if she is too successful *my dad is still sorta old-fashioned despite his open-mindedness* huhu... i guess, only time will tell wht will happen next ne... after all, we can only plan but Allah yang akan menentukan...

soreja minna, this moody asha is gonna sign off for the time being... i'm very hungry yo... gonna eat ciraj's nasik hujan panas now... you who are eating ur mom's cooking, atashi wa sugoku urayamashi yo... appreciate ur mom's cooking ne.. coz it's the best cooking in the world no matter where u go and wht u do... huhu... i miss my mommy..... =(