*waracchaina*

yosha!!
lately i seem to not have anythg much to talk about.. so typically lazy of me huh? same lar like another lazy bum who hasnt been updating his j-web lately... huhu.. so far, he has only spoken of teshi + elite-kun... ne poison tongued-chan, where's the news about the other 5members? hayaku2 lar update ur j-web ne... ^^

hmmmm... onto another topic... quoting frm kanfuu fighting by K8 --->

"ichido kiri no jinsei sa kui no nai no you ni ikiyou yo ---> you only live once, so let's live with no regrets..."
vry true ne... jinsei wa tatta hitotsu... so, better make full use of it... i always think tht it's better to do everythg we wanna do now while we still can *as long as it's within the Quran & Sunnah* demo ne, i for one can never let myself go all out.. there's always a part of me which i keep to myself and for myself only... i guess, tht's sort of a protective reflex to prevent harm to myself if everythg about me is well-known to ppl... but then again, sometimes i feel like i'm cheating myself and others around me bcoz i'm not really showing the true me... huhu.. how did life turn out to be this confusing??!! maybe i'm juz thinking too much... *_*

"nandatte keiken wa muda niwa naranai ---> dont let any of ur experiences go to waste"
hmmmmm.... another quote provoking deep thoughts... so far, there's been tons of times when i wondered whether all the experiences i've had will be useful for me in the future or not.. putting it into another way of speaking, i'm wondering whether i'll manage to use all the experiences i've had wisely for myself and ppl around me... i wouldnt want to commit the same mistakes again and yet at times, i seem to be leading myself in the direction of disaster... huhu.. when will i ever learn properly from all my mistakes... *_*

soreja minna, this asha is gonna go to bed for today.. feeling too sleepy to continue my babbling... hopefully i'll dream of the kakkoii nishikido-kun tonite... fighting!! *bricks myself for forgetting yamapi* ngeh ngeh ngeh.... oyasumi nasai....

p/s: it really is a wonder how i can write somethg so sad frm a song which is full of energy + joy... huhu.. i'm juz a spoil-sport ek? gomen-chai ne...

[edited : OTANJYOUBI OMEDETOU NE ATTA!! May ALLAH bless u always no matter what u do and no matter where u are.... Arigatou gozaimashita for being such a wonderful father... I could never ask for a better person to be my dad... u've taught me so many thgs for life and i owe u tons for it... I'm sure i can never repay whtever u've done for me... but rest assured, my love for u will never die otousan... *mwahs mwahs*]