*on coffee, friends, and life*

KONICHIWA~~~
i've been a bit upside down lately,
i guess the reality has finally decided to hit me,
i was pretty much anticipating it on the 1st week of classes,
but it had somehow managed to delude me...
and now, after 1 month of postings in the final year,
i'm now experiencing the sudden gush of emotional turbulence all at once....
*sigh.... whoever tht said tht life as a student was simple must not have had any social life... not that mine is a massive one either... haishhhh.....*

it's juz tht, i dislike:
* being around ppl who clearly doesnt like u, but is trying to be polite by doing so
* being the polite person who doesnt like some1 but have to put up a good front
* being cornered when it's not even my fault
* feeling guilty when it's someone else's fault
* feeling helpless when there's obviously no way i can make the situation better
* feeling lonely despite being around so many ppl
* feeling lost when it's actually not tht difficult to solve the problem
* feeling anxious about the future
etc, etc, etc....
(p/s: and no, i'm definitely not depressed... i'm just plain irritated..... *_*)




And so, when i listen to songs like the one above and the one below, i tend to feel much better... for now... at least....

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One step a time~~~

Lyrics:
da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world,
but no one knows your
name yet
Wonder when and where and how
you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more
and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind
of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[ Chorus ]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got
it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be, should be, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world,
but no one knows your
name yet
Wonder when and where and how
you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more
and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind
of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take

[ insert Chorus ]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da

[ insert Chorus ]

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(p/p/s: Twilight the movie did not live up to my expectations after all... as all movies made from books... surprise much? nahhhhh!!! and so, i decided not to read angels and demons before watching the movie which is due next may.... after all, disappointment is never a nice feeling...)