huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha.... i myself am confused whether i shud b laughing or crying rite nw.... all i can say is tht, yesterday i made sum really silly mistakes which i doubt will be forgotten by the sukebes (note the pleural k...hehe..) huhu... those r mistakes tht normal ppl dont usually do... but then, who ever said tht i am normal? haha...
oh yeah, golden compass was really nice... i enjoyed it like i always enjoy fantasy movies ^^ though i must say the 'hanging' ending didnt do much justice to the movie coz it left me with an impression tht the director didnt have any direction as to how to end it nicely... ish2...
nways, moving on to another topic... i passed my med endposting!! YOKATTA!!! though not with flying colors *huhu....embarassed...* but at least, i passed rite? haha... as long as i can finish my course within the alotted time limit of 5yrs, i'm more than happy!! ^^
*ranting mode on*
i cant stand being in the 2nd place or being the 2nd choice in any situation...
it's irritating *and a lil sad* to knw tht u r chosen after others juz bcoz ur not good enuf or juz bcoz ur the only available person in line...
and wht makes me more pissed is the fact tht it was done discreetly behind my back only to be exposed later right in front of my face!! *huh...talk about being subtle...*
and the worse fact is tht those ppl knw tht i wont confront them bout it coz i am the 'nice' girl everyone thnk i am.... *and sadly, i feel compelled to fulfill tht hope of others on me eventhough i get hurt again and again*
and so, i hereby put a stand tht i shall no longer be 2nd in whtever i do!! *or whtever others want me to do* no more miss-nice-girl if and when i'm being used after this ever again!! grrrrr....
and yeah, while i'm still in the ranting mode, let me juz ask this question : why do friends leave out other friends who r rather close to them n keep secrets frm them... i mean, if u dont tell, then i cant help.. and if i dont help, i'll be the one who seems to be the bad 'guy' in the end... *pulls hair* life is juz too complicated.... *sighs*
*ranting mode off*
soredewa, i'm going to sleep nw... feeling sleepy as usual in the afternoon... but yeay!! i'm gonna meet mom n the rest of the gang jap lagik!!
[p/s: yappari, being with family is the ichiban saiko thing in my life!!! ^^ ]
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aaa dats what friends are for...you can be abnormal with them <3
sincerely from;
someone who is abnormal all the time =D
p/s= i reallt think the big bear shud 've died...hahaha
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