huhu.... considering the fact tht i was too busy to write up a blog, one would hv easily thought tht i was actually studying... demo, my midsem ENT results shud be enuf proof to myself n others tht i havent done enuf studying... for the 1st time after 2 and a half years, i'm finally experiencing the kurushi of failing a subject again... maybe it's God's way of telling me to buck up in my efforts coz i might hv been swaying away frm my aim of becoming a doctor... or maybe, it's juz God punishing me for all the bad thgs i've done... either way, the hurt felt is rather unbearable, especially when thinking about facing others who did rather well.. but then, that's what life is all about... there'll be times when we're high up, and there'll be times when we're down in the slump... i guess, it's nature's way of reminding us tht we're only human, and humans are prone to failures as much as they're prone to success... that being said, i guess i shud be more optimistic in what will come up next... as the saying goes, the wheels of life go round and round.. there will be a moment *insyaAllah* with His blessings when those who fail will rise n shine.... amin....
[p/s: i'm trying hard to convince myself tht everythg tends to happen for a reason... ppl say --> "ada hikmah di balik sesuatu kejadian.." but then, i cant help but to pray tht my ophthal midsem will be better than this coz i'm not sure i can take another blow to my already bruised ego...] =(
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i can't say anyhting *hoho u know why*..but then seriously i have faith in you...daijoubu k~~
u knw wht... i'm feeling much better alredi thanks to a certain sum1 who said "there are no failures in life, only lessons to be learned". of course the hurt is still there a bit, demo ne, like u said, i'm sure we can do better next time... i have faith in both of us dear... and THANK YOU so much for always being understanding even when u're also at the receiving end... lets both ganbatte even when the going is getting tough these days.. *huggies and mwahs mwahs for u* ^^
p/s*last minute insertion* : u knw, at times i hope i can be of better help for u like wht u've been to me, but sadly i cant seem to do anythg much for u... gomen ne senpai...
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