Thursday, March 01, 2007

*leaving on a jet plane*

OMG! i cant believe tht i've been in manipal for 2+years.. it seriously feels like i had juz arrived yesterday and was crying like a baby bcoz i had to leave my beloved family for the 1st time in my life... and now, after all those thgs tht i've gone thru here *either good or bad* in this lovely manipal town, i'm finally ready to bid goodbye to it... and i'd be lying if i say tht i'm not sad... i shed a few tears these past 2days at the thought of leaving this wonderful place which held so many of my memories of either ppl or events... of course i'd want to go back to malaysia! after all, tht's my birth place... nothing can compare to malaysia sweet malaysia... but, manipal has managed to engrave itself into my heart so strongly tht i definitely have to agree with MAHE's theme of "Manipal, Inspired for Life".

And so, today i bid goodbye to end-point where i've had tons of long walks filled with chatter n laughter...
i said goodbye to anupam, the place where i usually eat my breakfast before going to clinics...
i bid sayonara to saiba which has always provided me with my dose of sizzlers whenever i craved for it....
i said bye2 to the oishii strawberry juice tht i always drank when i came back frm clinics...
i bid tata to the coffee day where we held endless number of birthday parties and also the place where we hang out after exams or after raya prayers....
i said my goodbyes to the friendly auntie n uncle, the former providing me with all the essential stuffs i need frm her shop, and the latter for all his hardwork in washing my clothes n ironing them...

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all these goodbyes are seriously taxing...
especially when u're heart is partially here n partially in malaysia...
when u really dont wanna stay, but u dont really wanna leave either...
when u realize tht there r thgs yet to be tried but u nvr did...
when u come to ur senses tht this place is not as bad as u used to thnk of it...
*sighs*
humans are weird creatures kan, never happy with what they have or get...
always wants somthg tht they dont have, and finally when they actually get it, they no longer want it plak... *_*

[i juz realized tht i'm babbling on nothing coz i'm seriously tired to my bones... never thought tht to leave a place, there's tons of thgs to get done... it's tiring to be an adult with so many responsibilities... now i understand fully how my parents feel everyday... yadaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! i dont wanna grow up!!!]

soreja minna, i'm going to sleep right now... off to an early start tomorrow morning coz we're leaving for mangalore airport... shall be arriving at klia, malaysia by 730am malaysian time on 3rd march, insyaAllah... *huhu...i cant believe tht this will be my last entry in my room in manipal... leaving all these thgs behind is definitely heart-breaking..... huhu...*

p/s: thanks to all my friends for being with me for the past 2+years... never could have gone through manipal without u guys... u ppl made staying here very much bearable and less strenous... hopefully our friendship will grow stronger in melaka n lasts even after we grad later on... yoroshiku ne minna!! ^^

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