Wednesday, November 08, 2006

*when cutting class doesnt cause guilty-ness(but not feeling guilty bout it causes guilty-ness)*

ahaks..does the title even make sense today?? =p

konichiwa!! this is the 'real' asha on an afternoon entry... nande? bcoz i decided to skip medicine class this evening... yabe na! somehow lately, i'm seriously not in the mood to undergo the same routine which i have been doing these past few wks again and again... more importantly, today, i juz couldnt bring myself to dress up --> go to class --> answer the same old questions --> see ppl get scolded --> come back at 5+pm feeling tired to my bones... as it is, i've been having mixed mood + emotions lately tht i cant even explain.. rest assured though, tht it's all under control even if i might be seen as a case of altered sensorium at times... wahaha...

btw, hishashiburi desu ne? class + netball pract + meetings = seems to be taking up lotsa my energy lately tht i end up really exhausted at night and i'll sleep right away the moment i get back to my room until the morning.. ish2... blame it all on the 'pms' thingy... i havent even gotten the chance to comment in anyone's blog eventhough i did read them bcoz i was juz too tired to type *or maybe i'm juz lazy...*

nways, minna's blog never failed to put a smile on my face even through the tiredness... wahaha.. i'm in charge of planning and trasportation ek adie-chan?? hehe... i'll prepare a concorde for us which will fly us asap to hawaii after u kill the ojisan ne... and senpai, how on earth did i end up with ryo when we go to hawaii? i want yamapi only for myself bley tak? onegai.... hihi..

soreja minna, i'll try to do some benkyo-ing right now.. end-posting exams are coming up real soon and i'm half out of my mind freaking out about it... i have to push myself harder i guess and not give up so easily eventhough i'm tired of certain thgs rite now... after all, i chose this course as a profession for myself rite... and so, i'll juz have to be strong and have a pride in the job tht i chose *quoting a certain pig* so tht i can do it with my utmost best!!

p/s: it's been raining at night lately kan? do cover ur belly button when the thunder / lightning strikes ne.. jgn nnt hilang the beautiful belly button *cough*shige*cough* lak... ^^

3 comments:

deebone said...

i think i will never understand the feeling of guilty feeling..*ehh?/* when cutting class cuz i will never regret my decision of escaping in the first place haha
kinda like...xde kesedaran la haha
that's lazy me.. ^o^

and u being in charge with planning and transports iiyo~
a concorde it is!!!

Anonymous said...

hmmmm...

gomenn ne fir the late comment... the goings must be rough now..... never will tell you this in person but you are one of the strongest ppl ever known alive in my world...hehe

yeahhh there are times when we feel like nothing is right...stress is mounting...people is way irritating ...the our schedule is like boring-ness ever and we just want to be let alone...

maaaaaa this is life na?...God won't give us things we cannot handle deshou??? HE knows you are strong enuff to overcome this...

heeeeeee i hope we get our asha back~~^o^ hugs

asha/chibi/skebe/ecah said...

to adie ---> me also sorta takde kesedaran lately.. dh rajin ponteng lak.. ish2.. *_*


to nurul ---> i'm far frm being strong.. it's all juz a act to seem kakkoii in front of others... ahaks... oh well, it's time to move on with life.. jinsei will continue to have its ups and downs deshou? juz have to go thru it slowly, one step at a time i guess.... =p