hajimete...hajimete tht i felt like a really bad senpai... though i knw it's not my fault... demo ne, i cant seem to stop thinking of ways tht could or might have been done to improve my relationship with the kouhais... never have i felt this bad about myself.. and never was i ever worried as i am rite now... tsk2...
yesterday's netbl match with btch18 was the worst ever... i cant even consider it a netbl match, there were only lotsa kenka tht i remembered out of it and nothing else... everyone was practically shouting at each other and getting angry... i knw for sure tht it wasnt my team which started the prob, we only followed wht the juniors were doing so tht we dont look so soft in front of them.. and of course, we'd want to win... tht's the entire point of playing a game deshou? to win 15-14 with only one extra mark in our hand was sugoku a miracle.. i still cant believe we actually managed to proceed to the finals today after the 'fight' with btch18...
to those juniors who lost to us: "u guys were really good and gave us a very good fight... demo ne, if ur attitude is tht way, u guys are juz gonna keep on losing bcoz u guys cant seem to keep ur temper under control... *and it applies not only in games but in ur life too* when even ur senpai has bowed their head down to say sorry, dont u think tht the only right thing to do is say sorry urself... after all, it was ur fault.. and more importantly, a game is juz a game... do not ever take it to ur heart personally... everythg tht happens during the game will certainly not happen during our day-to-day life... dakara, learn to accept apologies and more importantly, learn to accept losses..."
*sighs* and after thinking tht today's finals will be smooth sailing, i was awakened rudely frm my 'dream' tht btch17 will be wayyy more better than btch18... ish2... wht is up with all these juniors eh? forming a komplot to kenakan us ke? suddenly their captain started crying eventhough i didnt say anythg bad to her... and naturally, the rest of her team mates started giving us, the btch15 girls, the stare... if tht's not enuf, they have to talk bad about us behind our back and spread evil rumours about us... mooo... yamette yo!! i seriously cant take any of this anymore... as it is i'm worried about us being able to win the finals... and now this.... one thg for sure, those btch17 gurls are gonna play super well to make sure we lose so tht they can get some sort of revenge on us... though i'm not sure for wht... ish2... *pulling my hair*
oh well, i guess, me and my team mates can only give it our best shot this evening... we'll most definitely ganbatte... MAY THE BEST TEAM WINS!! and i hope all of our btch mates will be there to support us in this time of need.. do pray hard for our win ne minna.. i dont think i can take a lost after wht they did to us... =(
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and so...we win it anyway...yayyyyyyyyyy congrats to the team...!!!
hehe.. thanks to the sugoku kewl supporters!! u guys were great!!! ^^
don't get too work up with this
they're so not worth it
batch 15 will always support each other ^o^
arigato ne adie-chan!!! =p
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