*when it is deepavali day*

one entire day has passed by and i dont even know wht i did thru out the day... it was juz a mix of sleeping + watching movies + surfing the net + eating... nothing else was done... somehow i feel like i wasted the day... oh well, it is holiday after all, might as well lepak btul2 rite? ^^

and rite now, when i feel like sleeping yet again, the sound of firecrackers are annoying me.. i mean, it's one thg to play fireworks bcoz they're pretty, but it's an entirely different matter to play those stupid firecrakers which juz makes tons of noise and leaves behind a thick veil of smoke!!! ugghhhh... some ppl really shud have sum civil resposibilities, especially this late at night, when others are trying to sleep... *_*

oh well, since i cant sleep, i might as well post sumthg up eh?? juz now, i had a 'slow' talk with a person... never did i think tht i'll be able to talk to a guy the way i did with him juz now... i mean, the last time i spoke properly *or had a proper talk* with a guy was with my bestfriend of 6yrs.. [and he shouldnt even be counted as a guy bcoz i talk to him about everythg girly, etc...the same way tht he talks to me about evrythg boyish, etc... *wahaha... i'm like his one of his guy friends and he is like one of my girl friends*] nway, back to the topic... never also did i think i'll get to knw him tht well after our 1st proper talk... i mean, i've always spoke to him, and i've had a different view about him b4 this.. but now, it is somewhat changed *though not much..bcoz my initial impression of him was rite..* =p

we spoke for quite a long time about wht is happening and had happened to us recently.. and finally, we moved onto the topic bout our family and friends.. it was certainly refreshing to find out tht ppl can still tell me thgs and trust me not to tell others about it... it certainly is fun to knw tht i still have the ability *which i thought i had lost since leaving high school* to chat with ppl for hours without each of us getting bored... and most important of all, it was great to knw wht the person really thnks about me, my surroundings and his surroundings, as it helps to keep me in perspective and somewhat opens my eyes to look at thgs in a different manner instead of being stucked in the 'old' way of thinking....

and so, to tht person, though i knw u'll never read this bcoz u're not a computer-kind-of-guy, i'd juz like to say, thanks for talking with me + thanks for listening to me... also, not to forget sorry for all the troubles i might have caused u... though u might forget me later in life *as i'm sure u will* i'm also sure tht i'll always rmmbr u for ur kind words to me...
DOUMO ARIGATO GOZAIMASHITA!!!


p/s: i suddenly have a urge to put up seishun amigo after writing all the above thingy... *this is their last performance as shuji to akira if i'm not mistaken* and so, here it goes....