heart-2-heart-with-love: *tsk2....he is not handsome....*

oh dear...there's only one more day left at home... *sigh* what am i to do with my family since there's such short time left? there's still tons of stuffs that i wanted to do with them... arghhhh.... this is frustating... i juz dont wanna leave home anymore... demo ne, me leaving home = studying = a better future for myself and family... and so, even though it's gonna be done with a heavy heart, i shall be leaving this wonderful malaysia tomorrow night at 10pm to go back to manipal... and rite now, i am trying to make myself feel better by convincing myself that at least i'll get to be together with my lovely friends... ish2.. let's all help each other thru our last 6mths there ne....

on another note...u guys might be wondering what is the meaning of my title for today's post rite? ehehe.. it's no biggie actually... it's juz that i've been hearing it so many times lately ---> each time any of my cousin sisters come over to my house and they see my laptop wallpaper ---> and they'll go he is not handsome at all!! wahaha...wondering who the 'he' is that i'm talking about? *or maybe, some of u would have guessed it rite alredi* yup!! mochiro... i'm talking about the one and only yamashita tomohisa!!! and well, so as to let u ppl know, before any of u fangirls bite my head off for not defending him, each time anyone says something like that to him, i start to get all defensive... ahaks... weird ne? but then, the defense mode is only for a while before i let my guards down.. well, i cant be angry for long after all...

and all these talks about yamapi being handsome made me started thinking properly.... i guess, i never really thought of yamapi as handsome myself... kakkoii ---> yes! kawaii ---> yes! adorable ---> yes!!! handsome ---> hmmmm??? maybe a bit??? *or maybe not..ahaha...* anyways, how a person looks outside never did matter to me... it's what the person has deep inside him which gets me attracted to him... *and that was what got me attached to yamapi in the 1st place* for me, as long as the person looks 'nice' in my eyes *eventhough others say that he doesnt look nice* it's ok for me... and considering all sorts of stuffs i've seen happening around me lately, i'm happy enuf if i can even manage to get a nice guy who can take care of me thruout my life ... *_*

ehehe..ok2...it looks like i may go into one of my deep thoughts + talk which might not end soon... and so, i'd better stop now.... and most probably, the next time i update these post, i'll alredi be safe and sound in my room in manipal... *insyaAllah*

i leave u all with a pic of yamapi juz because..... =p