doumo.... this is asha on a very "weird" entry ---> do not read on if u dont want to be infected by my "weirdness".... @_@
my thoughts:
ever thought about ur marriage?
ever thought how ur spouse would be like?
ever thought about how ur life will be after ur marriage?
whether he will love u with all his heart?
or whether u will be able to love him with all ur heart?
whether there will be give and take in ur relationship?
whether the relationship built will stand the test of time?
whether both of u will be still deeply in love with each other even when u've both grown old?
whether whatever u do will be accepted by ur spouse, family and others after ur marriage?
whether ur children will be good sons and daughters, and more importantly good daughters in their life?
whether......
whether.......
>.<
oh my, this is what happens when i think too much after seeing so many stuffs happening around me... lately, i've seen marriages crumble and also marriages being so strong tht no matter wht happens, it still stands tall.... *sighs* i guess i'm juz being baka for thinking too deeply bout this things when there's still a long time to go before i settle down with a marriage... demo ne, i'm totally scared about my future... up to the level tht i'm thinking tht maybe i should not get married but instead juz adopt a child *since i love kids very much!* and live happily with my parents... wahaha... too crazy ne? but what to do? this is juz me being me.... there are times tht i tend to be deep like this... and i'm sorry if it made any of u upset... ish2... dush myself....
nways minna, there's only a week left for our hols... enjoy it to the max with ur beloved family and friends k... =p
p/s: juz a link for a song tht i thnk suits my mood rite now ---> KAT-TUN - BLUE TUESDAY... tanoshin de.... ^^
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=A770B11D51220870
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thought of these 2 italic-ness before-->
whether u will be able to love him with all ur heart?
maybe falling in love is no big deal...owh ok still big deal but i think to stay in love is harder...like what you said :
whether both of u will be still deeply in love with each other even when u've both grown old?envy our grandpa and grandma to survive all the hardships and still stay together till death do them apart
growing up is sure scary ne?
tell me about it!!! it's like WOAH!!! suddenly u have to think and do certain things that u never really thought of before... *sighs* >_<
oh well, tht's life i guess... we cant juz be a child thruout our life and not grow up at all kan?? *though i really wish at times tht i actually can be like tht* =p
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