*where i think that popularity isnt all that*

teringat citer she's all that, the gurl was juz a normal teen, yg dok buat keja sendiri, tp tetiba, this bunch of popular guys buat a stupid bet n kacau dier lak, xpasal2 d gurl has to change her life and try a new life yg sgt lain dr her life yg dulu..dah lar asyik kena buli ngn other popular gurls....somehow, i juz find these kind of thgs annoying!!!! i mean, who on earth gave these popular ppl kebenaran to play with other ppl's life...i was so totally disgusted by their act...and to make matters worse, i remembered reading this article in a mag about these kind of stuffs actually really happening in our day to day life....smpikn tahap yg org kena buli tu bunuh diri sbb tak tahan kena buli...haishhh...what's happening to the world these days ek?!

but then, there's also another side to being popular i guess, smpikan ramai nak sgt jd popular....mcm in nobuta, being popular means not being lonely and being liked by others around her...and that means that finally, nobuta will be happy bcoz she is surrounded by many ppl, yg seems to care bout her...well, it does seem like that frm the outside kan?? but then, biler pikir2 balik, maybe not.... i mean, how do u even knw yg suma org yg tgh suka u bcoz ur popular tu is actually genuinely liking you? maybe org tu is juz acting mcm dier suka u to tumpang the populariti....and in the end, u'll actually end up being more lonely than ever, bcoz no1 actually really cares about u, instead they juz want to get the best for themselves*as in getting popular too* out of their relationship with u....

i think ppl can be such a sad and bad bunch.... i mean, it's not wrong to depend on ur friend for certain stuffs but when ur intention of having the friendship in the 1st place dah salah *eg:wanting ur amigo to buy u stuffs bcoz he is rich* then, dont u think it's unfair for the other party.... i knw tht friendship is about giving and taking, but if the taking or giving part is heavier on one pole, then i'd like to consider it as a total bogus friendship... i mean, i always thought tht friendship is about equality and about being happy with each other and understanding each other and also being there and helping each other out through thick n thin.... if these thgs are absent in the friendship, wouldnt it be weird to even call it a friendship??

chotto.... how did i actually start talking psl kawan2? bkn ke i was talking about populariti? ish2.... my head is all jumbled up these days smpikan blh merapu like nobody's business.....waaaaaaa....

orait minna.... gotta stop now....me have to say my prayers now.....jya ne.......

p/s: tiba2 teringat tht p-kun also slalu lonely....i guess that being lonely comes with the package of being popular.....kesian nyer p-dearie.....but dont worry, if i ever met u, u can be rest assured tht i like u as u r and not bcoz u're popular only.....and u wont ever be lonely if u r friends with me...i'll always make u smile p-love... ^^ *why?dont believe aa?ask my friends, they'll tell u how i really am sbnrnye....hihi.....*