*jou nen go no shiawase ----> happiness 10yrs later*

konichiwa minna-san....

me finished watching sapuri ep3...for the 3rd time....hehe*sheepish smile*....mcm org takde xm lak watashi ni....dok srnk tgk citer tak sudah2.....but i cant help it....mmg this ep of sapuri is the best by far *me agreeing with hana tht the story is getting better n better*....and u knw wht me like the most in sapuri? *no...not kame....at least, tht's not wht i meant here... ^^ * i juz love the wonderful phrases n quotes in the story.... like in the 1st ep, fuji-san said even 15seconds is a memory forever.... tht if we can realize how important each second is, and if we really make use of it... then, it can really shine.... and if we can live thru such seconds.... then maybe we can be happy.... And then yuya said: "a happy one second.... if it really does exist... then, i dont really understand... but i hope it can last longer...."

and in ep3, fuji said tht it's more important to have happiness 10yrs later thn to have it 10days later only to lose it.... basicly, it means tht it's better to work hard for the coming years thn only to aim for short-term...
sugoii ne fuji-san.... me never really thought of life tht way and u opened up a new perspective for me.... me always thinking about wht's gonna happen tmrw... always taking 1day at atime... maybe, thts why me nvr seem to be moving forward... me seem to be 'stucked' at the same 'place' everytime.... and no wonder, me always seem to be bored.... being at the same place for so many years can be such a bore and it's also tiring...
demo ne, me juz cant change myself tht easily... dont get me wrong ne... me do want to improve and be better in my everyday life, but me not courageous enuf to do changes to myself... me guess, me juz a coward yg takut ppl wont like me if i change myself.... me think, me been to comfortable with myself all these while, smpikan me nvr thought tht me should and have to change certain thgs to be a better person later in the future...

back to the story, one of the highlights in ep3 for me is also the part where fuji told yuya about her hope to work with him in 10yrs time....and then, yuya said, tht it's the 1st time any1 ever included him in a plan in the coming 10yrs...he said tht he himself pun tak pernah terpikir psl his plans for the next coming yrs.... tht part was extremely touching for me... i mean, i always thought tht to actually be included in sum1's life, going down the same path together, and to do thgs together is really heart-warming...
zutto ishho do ne*together forever*....me really hope tht me will get to have it..... tht was why, reading p-kun's diary juz now really striked a cord within me... tsuka,*hehe...courtesy of yu-kun* i most definitely get a warm n fuzzy feeling within me when i see 'old' couples walking together, hand-in-hand, their eyes all shiny with love and a huge smile is present on their face..... uwaaaa.... seeing tht scene can actually make me cry....huhu.... me hope me will have tht kind of relationship too*i knw....i knw...who doesnt right?*...

ok..ok...enuf deep thoughts for today.. but honestly speaking, me love stories with good phrases in it....simply bcoz it makes me reflect back to my day-to-day life, rather than juz watching the story for the sake of watching a story... tsuka, i do watch fun stories...i really do...but i most definitely prefer stories like sapuri which not only entertains but also enlightens me in its own way.....

jya minna....hope u'll find ur happiness 10yrs frm now too....and do remember me ne if u find it!!! ^^