*the reason y i like coffee sooo much*

hehe.. okkiiessss.. i seriously am in love with coffeee!!! i can drink mugs of it without it causing me any insomnia... lol.. so, logically, i should b called a coffee addict lar kn? hehe XD
honestly speaking, i really dont knw wht's so special bout it... i cant put the way it tastes into words, to give enuf justice to how i feel when drinking it...
and actually, wht i really wanted to put up in the blog was this cute CF.... =D
[p/s: after wtching it, try telling me tht u wouldnt want a cup of coffee... =p]

*a test to get to know urself better*

i was bored, and decided to try this test for the heck of it... but surprise, surprise - the result is soooo accurately true regarding myself, tht i wanted to share it with korg... korg try lar... lets c whether its accurate for korg too.... =D

here's the link --> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success: Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

if ur as jobless as i am, enjoy the quiz ya'all^^

*breathing butterflies*

i finally hv time to do this - was tagged by hana, intan & fizza~~~

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the wedding plan!=) At the end, choose the people u want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about u! =)

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your wedding plan, tag da people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. how old are you?
*2years 4months old... lol =p xde lar, im 24 years old.. though ppl always confuse me with a 16 year old.. lol^^

2. are you single?
*yes, i am.. and no, i'm not interested in anyone.....yet.... unless he's G-D~~~ muahaha XD

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
* 27-28 would be nice... dont thnk im ready to settle dwn yet nw.. wanna enjoy working and spending my own money 1st =D

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
* hmmmm...if G-D proposes, why not... lol =p

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
* hmmmmm...there's too many on my list... *i wish larrrr* will consider it when the time comes.... muahaha XD

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
* my darlings of course =D

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
* beach at sunset!!! with lots of butterflies everywhere.. haha.. *or maybe i shud choose garden instead...it'll b more suitable to hv butterflies there...hihi...*

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
*in malaysia --> karambunai, sutera harbour, pangkor laut resort, awana porto malai langkawi...
* overseas --> japan, korea, paris, new zealand, venice, rome, bali...

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
*my family and close friends for the nikah, and other acquaintances for the reception..

10. will that include your exes ?
* if i do manage get hold of his contact number, why not =p

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
* hmmm... 3-tiers shud b more than enough kan? if not, u cant c me plak time potong kek nnt.. hehe =p

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
* late evening will b okkkk... i dont want it to b too warm...abes cair my makeup nnt... lol =p

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
* i actually have a list of songs tht i'd like to play at my wedding, but i'l juz tell u all 3 of the must hv here:
(1) nothing's gonna change my love for you - george benson
(2) nothing better - brown eyed soul
(3) more than yesterday - kim jong kook

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork & knife? * fine dining!!

15. champagne or red wine? * sparkling apple... sedappppppp =D

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? * right after if possible... but then again, it's probably gonna be a honeymoon for the rest of my life... muahahahaha *gelak gatal*

17. money or household items? * both

18. how many kids would you like to have? * 2? 4? hmmm... ntah lar... tgk rezeki... hehe =D

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? * definitely!!!!! ^^

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next... * my darlings, my cousins... ^^

*note to self*

Dear Heart,

I know we've had our differences in the past, you say no I say yes. I've put your interests aside and have just dived into situations knowing full well..you will be the first to get hurt when something goes wrong.

Every time we hit a wall, you get shattered. In return I try mend you with whatever stationery's I can find. From staples to plasters and play-dohs, just to put you together because lets face it..if there's no you, there's no me.

You have been very forgiving. Always quick to mend and tell me never to repeat the same stunt again. I promise you time and time again and yet i make the same mistakes again. You assure me, that you are strong and you can take the pain even though I can see you struggling to stand up.

I know I have been very selfish, I throw fits and claim you don't understand me. I retaliate by doing the exact opposites of what you tell me just to hurt you even more. Sometimes i forget that you get revenge by sharing the same inflicted pain. I try to blame you. I say it's your fault. Yet you have been patient enough, nodding and accepting every curse i hurl at you.

Please try to understand, that I am seeking help in trying to listen to you. You are the one for me and without you I am nothing. I am fully aware you are irreplaceable. I yearn to take better care of you and I hope to never dive into a wall again.

Lastly, thank you for being a wonderful companion for without your wisdom and strength, I fail as a person.

Your Friend,
The Brain

*i'm bored..entertain me...*

it's been exactly a month since i was officially given the title of a doctor, and its also been tht long a time since i've blogged... its not like there is nothg to be talked about, its more like there's soooo many thg goin on at the speed of light tht sometimes, i juz get totally lost and hence, i decided to hv this 'lantak larrr' attitude over certain thgsss... haishhhh.. and wht's worse, i'm missing my darlings a lot lately.. huhu... i soooo wanna talk to u guys face-to-face and tell korg sooooo many thgs, but sadly, i cant.. adehhhh larrrrrr T_T

on the other hand, being a penganggur terhormat is definitely not my cup of tea... after having so much to do for the past 5 years, not having anythg to do is definitely getting to my head - coz i'm one person who should not have too much time on my hand, or i'll start thinking up of nonsensical scenarios in this blank head of mine... *sighsss* i really want to get the call for induction soon.. i knw i sound crazy.. i mean, who wants to work when u can hv a long hol, but for me, at least lar i'll b doin smthg useful at work rather than juz sitting arnd at home jek.. huhu.. i'm tired from doing nothg, and it is definitely not a nice feeling.. ish2..

k lar.. dont knw wht else to say.. i'll leave u all with this song tht i love....

*when it was my birthday the day before exams*

i'm so scared..in fact, saying tht i'm feeling scared is really juz an understatement for my current state....nothg tht i do can seem to keep my mind off the possible outcome of the 5 long years of struggle and work... whts worse is tht i didnt do as well as i thnk i could hv for my short case due to panic... waiting for my turn *i was in the last cycle btw* really did kill my energy.. by the time i went in, i was juz glad tht i was finally called in.. the cases were simple, tht i felt like kicking myself each time they needed to prompt me for an answer... still, i'm truly thankful to hv Dr.L and Dr.S with Dr.K as my panel, they definitely made me felt better *despite the fact tht i had an outburst of tears after my exam* the only scary person was the surgery external.. huhu... i dont knw wht else to thnk of it... i juz hoped i didnt do any major screw ups, so tht they'll find it possible to pass me.. haiiisshhhhhh... seriously, i really need to go for some confidence-building, or panic management seminars lar kot... asyik takot and x konfiden jek... ish2.... YA ALLAH, PLEASE LAR BAGI SAYA & KAWAN2 LULUS EXAM!! SY TAHU KITORG BOLEY JADIK DOKTOR YANG BAGUS... PLEASE YEA YA ALLAH~~~~~
anyway, thanks for the best wishes for my exam korg...

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
on another note,
*thanks to mak for giving birth to me... and thank you mak & atta for taking such good care of me... could not have done anythg without both of u.. u r both my source of strength and inspiration.. no word can describe how thankful i am to have you both as my parents....
*thanks to skebe for tht touching birthday song.. ^^so sweet of u.. it was soo nice, tht it made me cry.. i'm so gonna miss u nnt.. huhu...
*thanks to mag, kumako, intan & the rest for the b'day wishes... XD
*thanks to hana & all uchichians for the call at nite.. korg really made me happy with tht cl =D
*thanks to deepa for the book gift, will start reading it once i calm my nerves.. =p
*and last but definitely not the least, im really truly thankful to ALLAH for my existence and for giving me all tht i have or dont hv rite now.. He has always been there for me and i will continue believing in Him, coz i knw only He can and has always been giving me all tht He thinks is rite for me... ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
basically, i'm juz sooo thankful for all the love i'm receiving from all angles rite now... seriously thankss!!! love korg sgt2 :)
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

k lar korg, kita boley tawakal jek skrg, we did wht we could for the exams, and nw all we can do is continue praying and hoping for the best.. InsyaALLAH, we will all pass and move on to a new adventure... ameeenn~~~

*try this out yea...*

got this from hana -->
enter here
i would love to knw wht u all thnk of me~~~~